Momma said that I'm not normal
But that's what makes me different yuh
Kuz I don't wanna be perfect no
I just wanna be who I am
I really don't wanna to take my meds
Cause it just makes me feel depressed
More than I already am
But I don't wanna dig right in that mess
I always keep my smile on
But right inside its much different
I would tell you my problems
But I just don't want to be a nuisance
Yes you tell me a lot I can open up
But something inside doesn't want me to
I'm full of rage and many things
But that's just what bipolar will do
Take my meds then lose my mind
I don't wanna keep talking all the time
Bout the same shit that's going on
Especially when we did drugs for fun
But I'm a new guy that's all behind
Something that I still can't find
Wish I could just keep moving on
But sometimes I wonder if I'm lost
Don't wanna keep hiding too long
So I'll just vent thru my songs
Y'all hating on me and all of my work
It's always bout asses and bitches that twerk
Or about flexing chains and diamond rings
But I just wanna keep doing my thing
Yeah you got cash but not all of us do
But that's why we try to make it on thru
I'm inhaling smoke
So fast I don't even know
Whether the air in my lungs is O2 or CO2
But I can't stop
It feels too good just to drop it
My lungs might explode like a bottle rocket
But, there ain't no help for me to get
They say there's medicine for how I feel
They say just to take it for me to be real
Be the real me, they say
But if there real me is already here
Then it's just honesty
And there's no need to fear
What I am or what I become
The one who walks alone
Is fine by their one
I sent smoke to the air
It'll rise to the sun
I'm glad I'm not the kinda one
To be smoking a gun
I'm glad I'm keeping the danger
Keeping it for fun
Cause the smoke in my lungs
Is the way I run
Take my meds then lose my mind
I don't wanna keep talking all the time
Bout the same shit that's going on
Especially when we did drugs for fun
But I'm a new guy that's all behind
Something that I still can't find
Wish I could just keep moving on
But sometimes I wonder if I'm lost
Don't wanna keep hiding too long
So I'll just vent thru my songs
Y'all hating on me and all of my work
It's always bout asses and bitches that twerk
Or about flexing chains and diamond rings
But I just wanna keep doing my thing
Yeah you got cash but not all of us do
But that's why we try to make it on thru