You see me and hate me
A weak and unworthy
Mistake making freak
You hate the words I speak
You pray that I obey
And become your daily slave
No matter my efforts
My life it will not save
I scream and cry
At the top of my lungs
I'm not evil, not corrupt
I'm not a fool nor incompetent
I give every ounce of myself
Yet it never seems to be enough
I see your glory, Jesus
Would you share a mercy moment?
I cry and beg on my knees in a puddle of
Seeking release
Maybe my death will bring you peace
You don't get it and that's clear
You don't want it, is what I hear
So let the alabaster slice me back into two
And I will float forever
Alone and without you
You'll never understand it
No matter what you do
But hope to God that one day
I'll be as drifting as the dew
I'm not a victim now
And never hope to be
But maybe one day I'll hear you
And exist most decently
HA HA HA HA HA
So go on and hate me
I know you hate me
I see you're Glory Jesus
Would you share a mercy moment?
I cry and beg on my knees in a puddle of
Seeking release
Maybe my death will bring you peace
I see you're Glory Jesus
Would you share a mercy moment?
Tomorrow is not so rough
And though it's been so tough
Without me around
You'd get the pleasure of having enough
I see you're Glory Jesus
Would you share a mercy moment?