Open Boundaries - Neruok Lyrics

So where'd you go
I never hear you talk
I haven't seen a thing
In a couple of years and more
No messages
No calls
No texts
You're never home
Do you remember when I said
You need to let me know

I asked you If you're doing fine
You told me you would be alright
You said you need a little time
I didn't see right through that lie
So why'd you lie
You said goodbye

In a room where the favourite colours black
And I'm reading from your notes
You're looking down at the scene of a heart attack
As I'm talking about your ghost
And I flick through the pages you had wrote so fast
And my voice begins to choke
As you said
Dear mom
Dear dad
I really had to go

N e r u ok
Are you ok in yourself
Are you feeling so much better
Have you made it out of hell
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you sad
Are you still under the weather
Have you made it out of bed
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you fine
Are you stuck inside the darkness
Have you made it into light
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you bad
Are you rough under the pressure
Have you made it out the black

And that's the part
That hurts the most
A couple words I could have said
To show you're not alone
Instead I'm stood here with my hand around a glass
Preparing for your toast
Cause there's no going back
No saying that
I could have changed a thing
If only I had listened to the pauses
In the words you said
I would have noticed that
You're going black
Your mind was paper thin
If I had looked on through the surface
I'd see the hurt within
In a room where the favourite colours black
And I'm reading from your notes
You're looking down at the scene of a heart attack
As I'm talking about your ghost
And I flick through the pages you had wrote so fast
And my voice begins to choke
As you said
Dear mom
Dear dad
I really had to go

N e r u ok
Are you ok in yourself
Are you feeling so much better
Have you made it out of hell
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you sad
Are you still under the weather
Have you made it out of bed
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you fine
Are you stuck inside the darkness
Have you made it into light
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you bad
Are you rough under the pressure
Have you made it out the black

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Hey
It's me
I know we haven't spoken in a while and
Things have been weird
I just wanted to let you know
That I miss you
Call me sometime ok
I don't need anything when I'm here
A space where I can go
Into the silent nothingness

N e r u ok
Are you ok in yourself
Are you feeling so much better
Have you made it out of hell
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you sad
Are you still under the weather
Have you made it out of bed
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you fine
Are you stuck inside the darkness
Have you made it into light
N e r u ok
Are you ok are you bad
Are you rough under the pressure
Have you made it out the black