I'm A Mad Man Video (MV)

I'm scared and I'm lonely
I'd f*ck but if only
I'd rap but they'll own me
I hope people know me
I'm anxious
I'm corny
I'm healing but slowly
This shit can control me
I see what they told me
(Ey) F*ck that
I don't need a friend
I need my freedom and I own that
This world is my playground
And I'm running like a bad man
They say that I'm crazy but I'm not
I am a mad man
Mad man
I'm a f*cking mad man
(Yeah, ey) I'm a mad man with the no bands
Making no plans
Making jam jams
That go bam, bam
For the fam, fam
For the gram, gram
I don't care tho like your granddad
(Yuh, ey) Got a little venom in my veins
That's facts
Got a little evil in my brain
That's past
Got to make the best of my ability to last
Even if it's the last thing I'll do as a task (Yuh)
I'm not lying to you
I stick to my word till I die
I said that from the start
And that line I still stand by
Even though I lose my mind
No matter the amount of times
I'll never see the day
I lose sight of what can be wrong or right
I've got so many battle scars
But none of them are showing
I'm a simple guy
I'm hurt but I just keep it going
Doesn't change the fact I'm growing
Knowing death is rolling
Heart is burning
Head is turning
I'm concerning
Spend life learning
(Ey) F*ck that
I don't need a friend
I need my freedom and I own that
This world is my playground
And I'm running like a bad man
They say that I'm crazy but I'm not
I am a mad man
Mad man,
I'm a f*cking mad man
I don't know what they want from me
I don't know what they want from me
I don't know what they want
What they want
What they want
What they want
What they want
What they want
I've been making music for a couple of years now
Nobody would really hear me till I made it clear out
I made crappy songs in the past
So now nobody hears now
They think all my music is the same
As it was years now
Just please leave out the door (Yeah)
I don't want to see you anymore (Nah)
I don't know what I have done
To deserve people that just want
To see me miserable and more
To see me weeping on the floor
To see me wiping out the tears that I don't own
Because I've lost them long ago
And I've been searching my whole life
To pick them back up from the floor
To see if I can feel once more
And feel alive just like before
(Yeah, yeah)
(Ey) F*ck that
I don't need a friend
I need my freedom and I own that
This world is my playground
And I'm running like a bad man
They say that I'm crazy but I'm not
I am a mad man
Mad man
I'm a f*cking mad man
I'm a mad man
I'm a mad man
I'm a f*cking mad man