OpVious - Out of Control Lyrics

I don't want it to be this way
Running a
Running away

Trying to find my soul yeah
I can't go yeah
Out of control
You were out of control yeah
I'm trying to go yeah
I can't slow up
I keep it rolling
I can't slow up

It's a full moon tonight
Don't lose this time
I grew a lot
Usually fine
But the pressure's built up
Overflown my cup
I used to want to die
Depressed thoughts in every font
So I rather not talk
Till I opened up my third eye
Build my life like Lego's
Trying to keep it stable
Perception from this ego
I just gotta' breathe slow

Trying to find my soul yeah
I can't go yeah
Out of control
You were out of control yeah
I'm trying to go yeah
I can't slow up
I keep it rolling
I can't slow up

Running ain't the answer
I just gotta' love me
Can't be living in hell
My mind was a cell
Feeling so trapped
Thinking of ways I could hurt myself
Trying to be free
I couldn't really see
Tears in my eyes all the time
Couldn't think straight
Trying to maintain
Couldn't let myself fade away
Why was he so sad
Grew up good but was full of pain
Feeling so alone in this world
There was always rain

I was at my lowest moment
I was at my lowest moment
Couldn't see no hope for me yeah
Didn't see no hope for me yeah

Trying to find my soul yeah
I can't go yeah
Out of control
You were out of control yeah
I'm trying to go yeah
I can't slow up
I keep it rolling
I can't slow up