Orc - Cerberus Lyrics

I really tried to run from here, to get away from all the fear
Now I'm back and feel the same, a wounded beast I cannot tame
To knowing only to bite back, to bracing for the next attack
No one's fault but here we are, bleeding from the same old scar

Tell me the truth, are my memories just a dream
Did I mistake all the laughter for screams
Did we all share something more than just a name
Or give each other something more than just pain

I grit my teeth and try to make it right
Laugh and hug where we all used to fight
But my skin still crawls when I hear your rising voice
And I'd never hear that again if I had the choice

I did to you what was done to me
Too young and dumb to step on back and see
Then I left as soon as I could find the chance
Marched ahead without a second glance

I did you that wrong and I swear I feel ashamed
I'll shoulder the weight and I'll gladly take the blame
But I can't stay for long before the past gets the best of me
And I'm back at the gates of that place that I tried to flee

I love you, but I had to leave that place
I love you, but I had to leave that place