Kaizen Video (MV)

No excuses
No pleasure
I may be sick but I want to be better

No excuses
No pleasure
I may be sick but I want to be better

I admit
I'm quick to let my weakness show
Through thin skin, and bit lips, I've let go
In difference, I tried to lie to be free
But I'm finding peace
Accepting it's a part of me

I have my demons
I guess we all do
But I know that my choice is to push through

I find it hard sometimes
To reset and rewind
Turn off the critic
To breathe in and get by
Breathe out and let the world be the stage
Take up the mantle and get to the next page
I find it hard sometimes
To let my world subside

Unto the road
Of the valley of the dead
I find this calm
Begets the chaos in my head

I am free to relapse
Relapse, relapse
I am free to collapse
So take the pieces and name them 1 through 3
Connect the image of who I'm supposed to be
But I'm not him
I know that I can't be
Valediction is enough to be happy

Imperfection, valediction
I am, I am
Imperfection, valediction
I am, I am
Imperfection to a T
I am Acceptance
And the strength to be free
Imperfection, Valediction
I am Free

I have my demons
I guess we all do
But I know that my choice is to push through

I find it hard sometimes to reset and rewind
Turn off the critic
To breathe in and get by
Breathe out and let the world be the stage
Take up the mantle and get to the next page
I find it hard some times
To let my world subside

And the view on the bridge still haunts me
A breath away, but salvation is daunting
Do I step out?
Do I step out?
Will these lights take my memory
And still my hope is binding
Only my mind between this height and my sanity
Do I step down?
Do I step down?
Will these lights be my legacy?

Where is the starting line?
If I step down
Can I bring it into sight?
I think I've made up my mind
It means something
These words mean something
Where is the starting line?
If I step down
Can I restart
And make use of my life