Secret Garden Video (MV)

Waking up from this nightmare wanting to scream, cursed with the thought of losing everything all over again
Always on my own, haven't really grown, spawning with the aching perceived notion that I lived again
Have we done this all before? It feels like a dream
I felt a longing sense of warmth, never ending dream that has captured beauty in my eyes
What is this feeling of not belonging?
Needing an escape, wanting to be free, searching for the garden of the maiden that I've dreamt about
Writing of your beauty, I think time's up
Waking from my slumber polychrome
I have never seen anything like this, feels just like home
Live forever from your own abyss, screaming inside
I will always be with you, care for you, fight for you, die for you
Tell me, what are you hiding?
How does your damn garden grow?
A time ago, suiciding
You don't listen, I'm too late, you're afraid, time is gone, this flower is already dead
Guilty, shunned by the very people that lie
No respect for the blood stained on my hands
Death reaps the souls of the condemned, justified
I want to break free and see the promise land
Moments lost to time reset the world I once knew
Searching for a dream, losing all my sleep, now forever drifting away from you, will I see you again?
I know only I can change, drifting away
Now it's a cycle that repeats, risking your own life, how much longer will you have with me?
I'm losing my mind, laughing at the pain
Falling on my knees, gasping out to breathe slowly killing my will, my mind, my soul, I will never give up
If I fall, I think I'll fly though the sky
Waking from my slumber polychrome
I have never seen anything like this, feels just like home
Running from this horrible nightmare, just set me free
I will always be with you, care for you, fight for you, die for you
Tell me, what are you hiding?
How does your damn garden grow?
A time ago, suiciding
You don't listen, I'm too late, you're afraid, time is gone, this flower is already dead
I found you after you fell, you always meant well
I made my place in your home, now I'm so alone
Can't let this be the end, can't say goodbye again
My hate is replaced with fear, the thought that you're not here
From my heart, I will give it all away to see you again mother
Tell me, what are you hiding?
How does your damn garden grow?
A time ago suiciding
You don't listen, I'm too late, you're afraid, time is gone, repeating the same damn cycle
As long as I am alive
Death will always follow me
Broken pieces, life is sleepless, time is up now
Scattered dreams, I enjoyed the time we had
This flower is already dead
This is the end
You were the one who died
My heart's not mending
Resting, good night
Falling down, I close my eyes, trapped in my own dreams
Reliving the past mistakes I've done in this life
Are sins ever forgiven? Doesn't hurt to try
Opening my eyes as this is just one bad dream