All the messed up things I think they keep coming back to me
When I lay down to sleep I wake up in pools surrounding me
I eat my words I choke them up I never get a second just to
Catch my breath cuz everything you told me was a lie and I will take it to the f*cking grave
I don't know, I never know, I never f*cking knew at all
You drop the ball, you lose the game it's so insane
I can't complain but I'd probably do whatever it takes to try to not lose my mind