I wish I was in the quantum realm
Just for a minute, all this bullshit surrounding me is driving me insane
And the way that it's looking I think I might be better off taking a breath of fresh air underwater
And the way that it's feeling it feels so revealing and I can tell that everyone knows I'm trippin
Cuz it gives me so much anxiety I can't find a reason to stay
I need something else to resort to, I can't get away
So then I text my friends, close my eyes and count to ten
Just wait for you to leave again then I'll pretend I'm better on my own
And even though that's such a goddamn lie, I think it might be worth a try
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time so I don't feel like
So I don't feel like
Like I'm a joke to every person that I know
A loser lacking sense and self control
I can't find a way out, I've been looking but I can't find a place to go
So then I text my friends, close my eyes and count to ten
Text my friends, close my eyes and count to ten
Just wait for you to leave again then I'll pretend I'm better on my own
And even though that's such a goddamn lie, I think it might be worth a try
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time so I don't feel like
I just don't feel right