I
Can't lie
To myself anymore
Always feel unsure
But
I
Wanna try
To heal that pain inside
Sour smoke and"perfect places"
Tell myself I'm fine
Force myself through all these faces
Tryna
Find what
Makes me
Feel alive
Alive
My
Momma tells me all the time"Push away what makes you cry
Gotta change your state of mind"
But
I
Can't deny
That I've failed each time I've tried
Books and quotes on worn out pages
Read between the lines
Rich or broke I'm wanderin' aimless
Tryna
Find what
Makes me
Feel alive
Alive
Force myself through all these faces
Rich or broke I'm wanderin' aimless
Can't be in this anymore
Screamin' cryin' on the floor
Thinking things I can't ignore
Same shit I've heard before
Needa find another way
Dig myself out of this grave
Paint a picture I can save
For another rainy day
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore
Can't be in this anymore