You don't have to try have to try
Don't have to try have to try uh
See I see through your ugly lies ugly lies
Your ugly lies ugly lies
I I have been working on myself
I have been working through this hell
I have been through myself and everything
It's crazy anyone you tell
Anyone you say these things
As you push me down this hell
Won't believe anything I say
As you push away
But then they all they all
They all they all they all
Cause of the way you make me seem
Think I'm the one pushing away away
So today's the day I
See through your lies
See through your lies
See through your lies
Or at least f*cking try
Cause I know no matter how many times
I've tried to lift others and lift myself
Through my personal hell
No one's here right now
And who knows maybe one day they could
It's funny no ever thought
I would be able to do this
I started all of this as a joke
Instead I'm the punchline the punchline
Everywhere I go it's the same thing
People think of me of the old ways
Old me every single day
So I say So I say
That I want to try
I want to try not for you
Not the ones I left behind
Even though I tried
Not the ones that couldn't see me any different
Just see it as the joke
And not what it ever could be no
I want to try
Want to try for me
Even if I can't break free
Even if I can't break free just for me