Orphann - The Blame Game Lyrics

The answer to life's question
Is both: yes and it's no
We all walk that line, torn
A force that's hypocritical
Emergency
Is all that's left of me
Don't bother getting too deep
There's not much to see
But the dead rotted trees
And they're all suffocating me
Somehow my efforts to succeed
Landed me right in the place I tried not to be
I guess it was inevitable
I don't see another way out
How can you say I'm not ruined
When you left too?
They say I'm too quick to blame others, others
So I blame them, for me, not knowing who I am
Who I am
They say I'm
Too quick to blame
Others
So I blame them
This is some information I probably shouldn't share
But I got to face it
I got to face that no one cares
I promised myself when I was
9 years old, that if
I was still suffering in anyway
From what he did to me
That I would end my life
Because he doesn't deserve another day feeling victorious
Because I failed to escape
The torment that he wanted me to live in every day
And I'm scared that this is gunna hurt but either way
I promised to set myself free when I was thirty
They say I'm too quick to blame others, others
So I blame them, for me, not knowing who I am
Who I am
Who I am
Yeah