Orpheus In Red Velvet - Sinister Lyrics

I just survived another gloomy day
Of watching you in your relentless pursuit
Of total perfection, of satisfying your needs
Feeling your sense of humanity becoming obsolete

I claw back to find shelter deep in the heart of me
For you will never know how sinister your concept of life seems to me

And late at night when you cling to me
As nothing bad has ever happened in this world
You want me to help you to forget the pain
To make you feel sane inside
Oh, your cold and empty heart seeks for love
Now this kind of feeling only leaves me terrified

I claw back to find shelter deep in the heart of me
For you will never know how sinister your concept of life seems to me

Is this the only way to quench the pain
To keep myself from harm?
Alone protects me, alone is all I have
It's the only way to quench the pain
To keep myself from harm
Alone protects me, alone is all I have

I may live among human beings
But don't think that I am one of them