Ortho - Facade. Lyrics

Trying to hard to be what I'm not
Wearing a façade, this is all I got
Maybe then you'll like me more
Maybe then I'll like me more
Trying to hard to be what I'm not
Wearing a façade, this is all I got
It's like my cure
To protect myself because I'm insecure

Blue sky as i wash my face
Fresh air, new start, that's the message aye
As if today couldn't get any better
Different outfit only for today
Feeling good, confident, nothing out of place
I bet you couldn't tell the difference
High might, teeth shining white
Walkin' with a swagger, I'm a sight for sore eyes
Who am I, who am I, who am I
Conversing with no effort, feeling energised
Extraverted, I'm inverted, social butterfly
Who am I, who am I,
Cause I'm struggling inside

Trying to hard to be what I'm not
Wearing a façade, this is all I got
Maybe then you'll like me more
Maybe then I'll like me more
Trying to hard to be what I'm not
Wearing a façade, this is all I got
It's like my cure
To protect myself because I'm insecure

I'm left alone again
Twilight sky, its not the same,
Wonderin' if I'm insane
Falsified display
Miss the light, miss the sights,
Only genuine by lying
Catch myself upon the surface
See a world upside down
A droplet falls, it breaks the tension
It dissolves, I start to drown

I'm torn apart
I can't swim past
My own fears
There's only black
There is no up
There's only down
I'm all caged up
I feel it now
The sky turns grey
It starts to rain
I'm not okay
I'm feeling strange
Lost my way
My vision fades
I stray away
I can't stand straight
I fall on the floor
Choices too poor
My life's a chore
Wanna close that door
My body's sore
From this internal war
Please I don't want no more