Osi - it should've been me Lyrics

The last thing you did before you died was make a beat for me
The last thing bro on your laptop was my FLP
Now it's my mission to make it I don't care who's talking bout me

It's been two years since you left us why did you have to leave
I always tell people bout you you're a big part of me
You were such a real producer you wanted the best for me
I'll always think about you yea as long as I breathe
Don't take your friends for granted cause they could always leave

That's life that's life people come and they leave
Cut myself cut my wrist my scar's never gonna leave
He was 18 years old I was crying can't you see
Sometimes I just wanna cry and I wanna bleed

I'm sick in the head and I went to therapy
I'm so suicidal keep that blade away from me
I was supposed to die nigga before 20
What's my purpose I don't know I never asked to be here

I'm smiling a lot I'm tryna pretend like it's okay
I'm tryna stay positive I'm tryna say it is okay
But sometimes I got my days where I take the blade
Cut myself vertically hope I'll go away
I would've done it if I could switch the place
You should be here instead of me today

I miss you forever bro I love you twin
I'm gon cry forever bro I love you twin