I Can(not) Video (MV)

Tell me you're tired
Tell me you tried
And hide how you feel
It's surreal
You try and break me but trust me I know I can heal (I know I can heal)
I gotta stay on top, why would I ever try and flop over the loss of a fake
Over the loss of a toxic snake
For goodness sake, I am more than a follower

Ayye
I cannot be what you wanted
Ooo
I cannot do what you told me
Ahhh
I cannot hear what you taunted
Ooo
I cannot be me when I'm around you
Even after all we've been through (Even after all we've been through)
Ayye
I cannot do what you wanted
Ooo
I cannot be what you told me
Ahhh
I cannot hear what you taunted
Ooo
I cannot be me when I'm around you
Even after all we've been through

Why did you have to f*cking hurt me
Why couldn't you just let me be me
Why couldn't you just let me be me

One more time and I'm getting up
Just one more time and I'm getting up
Just one more time and I'm getting up
That's what I keep telling myself
After I keep abandoning myself
Even when I, sincerely hope to thrive, so here's goodbye (And this time it's final)
So I can strive to exercise my right to survive
With no need to apologize for my hopes and my dreams (My hoped and my dreams)

You will be gone, but unfortunately not forgotten
You will live forever in the snake's cowardly den
Maybe you'll change
But until then, there will be no exchange
Between me and you