I woke up from a nightmare just standing in the cemetery
Mud and blood upon my hands and a fresh grave Now I'm worried, what did I do
Just what the f*ck went wrong
Not knowing how I got here or how this came along
The rain begins to fall, so I put my hands up in my pockets
Feeling something strange, pulling out a bloody locket
The picture's covered with blood, faded, nothing to really see
My mind begins to wonder, who's laying just beneath me
So now I'm slowly walking, can't seem to stop this thinking
Who the f*ck I really am in these places I keep awaking
Not knowing what to do, should I just turn myself in
Or should I put my mind to rest and just do it all again
In my mind I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
I keep waking up in dark places in the middle of the night
Something's gotta give, and I gotta find the light
Because I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
Well shit, look what the f*ck I did
Another body covered up under dirt is where it's hid
And awe man, when did I do this
I don't even know, my mind is blank and I'm so clueless
Got this blood steady dripping from this hatchet in my hand
If I had to take a guess, I was hacking on some skin
Feeling paranoid, I look around for evidence
I left not seeing none, so f*cking mad I turn around and then I jet
Heart steady beating faster than a motherf*cking drum
I kicked a freestyle to the shit and that's just who have I become
I heard a thunder in the distance, saw the lightning in the sky
Had to flashback to the victim who was crying for their life
Victims tugging on my feet, I kicked him to the side
I pulled the hatchet out my backpack, started hacking on their spine
Blood squirting on my face, I wipe it off, I'm feeling alive
But the funny thing about it is I don't even know why
In my mind I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
I keep waking up in dark places, in the middle of the night
Something's gotta give, and I gotta find the light
Because I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
Tell me why I keep on waking up this feeling in my chest
I think I finally found a way of dealing with it best
Grab a knife from out the kitchen, my nine about my desk
The final destination I've arrived to bring your death
My mind has been a mess since the day I seen you last
A violent sick f*ck's what I've become to see your ass
Can't separate this madness from the depths of brain of maggots
The dreams I have are bad but what I fiend for is the baddest
The malice sets up and my brain begins to callous
I smile with sick lust, to combust, unleash the violence
My vile intentions, your dissension, your life, I take the critical
The time it takes you'll die like this, all by my hand, so pitiful
In my mind I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
I keep waking up in dark places, in the middle of the night
Something's gotta give, and I gotta find the light
Because I wanna hurt you, and I don't know why
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