CASUALTY Video (MV)

I should let you know how I really f*cking feel
I'm done with living I don't know what is real
My brain is melting and skin begins to peel
Fall into the pit of Hell I hear the demons squeal
Ain't nobody gonna make a difference in the way I feel
So I am gonna suffer every motherf*cking day
Doesn't matter what I try I never gain appeal
And I just really wanna figure out another f*cking way
I won't make a difference if I don't put in the effort
But it's harder to do something than it is to f*cking say
Every day's a battle and I really wanna end it
But I can't cause there are people that want me to be okay
So I won't quit bitch I'm gonna keep it moving
Talking down on Karma Mob you gonna get a bruising
Don't got too much longer with the drugs that I'm consuming
Why should I keep living if I'm always f*cking losing
I am on own shit you not gon tell me how to be
Not gon take my drugs unless you beat the f*ck up out of me
Anybody wanna problem can become a casualty
Acting kinda hard I'm decimating their anatomy
According to the United States Department of Health and Human Services
In 2021, one in five young adults, aged 18 to 25 had a major depressive episode in the past year
Of these, nearly 75 percent had symptoms consistent with severe impairment
13.5 percent of young adults studied had both a substance abuse disorder and a clinically diagnosed mental illness
Tossing and turning drugs won't let me sleep
Laying in bed struggling to breathe
Lungs turn into powder I can feel them bleed
Voices getting louder and they all screaming
Twelve point three million adults aged 18 or older had serious thoughts of suicide in the past year
Three point five million made suicide plans, and one point seven million attempted suicide
So I won't quit bitch I'm gonna keep it moving
Talking down on Karma Mob you gonna get a bruising
Don't got too much longer with the drugs that I'm consuming
Why should I keep living if I'm always f*cking losing
I am on own shit you not gon tell me how to be
Not gon take my drugs unless you beat the f*ck up out of me
Anybody wanna problem can become a casualty
Acting kinda hard I'm decimating their anatomy