(I can feel it closing in)
Awake
Another hollow day
Each one exactly the same
And I fear that I'm slipping away
To serene obscurity
I. A living reflection
Exist in perpetual decay
A life in constant ruin
What dreams are left for me to abandon?
Destroy yourself again
The embers left to burn
Upon these broken grounds you stand
And watch as the bottom falls
Caught in a spiral
You're circling the drain
And I'm stuck on a path to nowhere
Off course and imminent to implode
How far
I've gone
How low
Empty intentions
I've watched it all dissolve
Awaiting the final wave to pull me under
(This patient was never meant for recovery
They were only meant to suffer)
Rip me from everything I am
Everything I was
Forever cease to be
My self-made prison
I watch it all dissolve
While silently becoming a living memory
My path laid out before me
There was no other option
Still searching for a beacon
Something to bring me home again
Suffer
Destroyed and cast into
A life not meant for me
Beneath your crown of stone
You watch the world as it passes by