Out of the Question - Brick By Brick Lyrics

Oh God I wish I could turn off my brain
The thoughts are always floodin' in like rain
My sleep don't ever bring that peace that it should
It just reminds me of what I could-
I built this whole thing up, yeah, brick by brick
But I've been pickin' up the pieces and it makes me sick
It doesn't really matter, 'cause I know that it's true
It all falls apart no matter what I do
I've been blown over by the winds of change
But I got up and I was still the same
So here I sat for the longest time
I sat and watched as the world passed by
I built this whole thing up, yeah, brick by brick
But I've been pickin' up the pieces and it makes me sick
It doesn't really matter, 'cause I know that it's true
It all falls apart no matter what I do
I wonder if I'm the only one
To wonder if I'm the only one...