Outcxst - Dear Mother Lyrics

One day I'll see my mom
A day for which I long
I tell my thoughts through song
But I know I'm not alone
Cause more have parents gone
But are these feelings wrong
The feeling of a hole in my heart
A big ole missing part
Not gonna lie
She's one that I despise
Like why she leave
Can't take responsibility
Can't be with me
Too good for son with messed up teeth
Guess you are cause you don't teach
Anything
Skippin on support
Be glad I've got the Lord
Cause if not I'd die by the sword
Cause it'd be something I would live by
But tears dry
When you cry
What taught me about girls
The world
Me, Myself, social media, and everything else
Schools first day is something that you missed
The life you gave is something that you dissed
And what you miss is a life that I live
I don't hate but I rage
My life's not a game
But you don't play
And I got played
Then I got saved
I forgive to this day
It was your choice
But there is joy
And I rejoice in the Lord
And use my voice
And make a joyful noise
But when I have a son
That's what I'll rejoice upon
Cause that's a part of me
And I'm sorry
I'll gaze him in the eyes
I'll be there all my life
I will raise him right
I'll raise him with my wife
I know my dad ain't perfect
Still it isn't worth it
Cause I'm your child you birthed him
I'm your flesh
As you of mine
Till the day I rest
And the day I die
And I know that you can't change the past
But there's questions that I ask
Like why'd you leave your son
He's your blood
Heard I had a brother
Funny, cause I never had a mother
But I just sit and wonder
What life would be like with each other
With each other now

But our time will come
When we'll meet up
And we'll be judged
For what we've done
We'll both shed tears
For works we've done here
I want, you, to be saved
So we can meet at that place