Outcxst - Entries Lyrics

Look I remember sitting in my room
Making tunes
To help me
Find peace
In times of need
Of a king
I call em entries
Some are cringy
But they take
All the pain
On my brain
So I put it on a page
And got paid
For those things
That drove me insane
So I know there's a way
It took a long time
But he finally showed me why
He gave me struggle
Some were loud
Some were subtle
I'll get a crown
For my hustle
He gave me hard moments
To go and show it
And own it
There's been many tears
On my notebook
Many fears
All the pain
Had a reason
And they came
With each season

Feeling bad
Write it down
Feeling sad
Make a sound
Write it down
Write it down
Feel a way?
Upward Bound
Fans wanna hate
Record mic hit play
Write it down today
Write it down to say

Oh Look at Diesel
"Rappin fo God"
Hush Cause yall see through
Put down the facade
Tell me Who gave me life
Be quiet
That's Christ
He gave me life
So I give mine
Look Say What you Want
Cause you will anyway
But you don't
Until you're away from my face
Cause ya fake and in my way
I felt that
That's no cap
So I rap
Cause it made me mad
Wanna know me in real person
Listen to my verses
Cause this is real life that is for certain
So grab a pen and get to learning
My Mom left when I was 4 months
Was born with cleft lip-cleft palate so she run
Later found I had alopecia areata
That's a disorder where your hair just falls off
Used to live in K-Vegas N.C.
In a neighborhood name bost Street
Now I live in Lexington
Where
M-E
M-Cs
And R-A-P
And Now Reppin N-D
Not a G
Just being me
But Sometimes I do speak
For a King
Me and Dad Have problems
Then we solve em
Usually, It's all dumb
But it's hard
So that's why I'm writing these bars