Outcxst - Questions Lyrics

Look, Why do we doubt the omnipotence of God
It's probably our impatience of our problems not being solved
I wrote this verse with significance
Because here lately I've been in my own unsocial ball
I go through a lot
And to that people are blind
Because so many times i use my smile to hide
All of the tears I cry
And pain I hold inside
But I don't understand why
When some see a scar
They continue to slice
Deep and far
With the knife
Of an under appreciated life
Can you relate
Because your the reason i wrote this today
I love and I care for you
You have no clue
Obsessed and depressed so said X
I feel more oppressed and better off dead
If I cried would you care
And if I resort to suicide would you be there