Outcxst - Stars Lyrics

I wanna go beyond the stars
Far beyond the moon and mars
I wanna hide myself and go so far
That nobody care where we are
I just want God and myself alone
Wanna rid myself of this broken home
God take me away
Don't wanna live with a thorn
But that's how your head was torn
Depression wants me, God
Anxiety Predicts a lot
Fear wants me dead
Anger makes me bust heads
And, Temptation well he takes me to the ledge
And shows me everything
That you made with your hand yeah
I wanna fly away from them
If I could just touch your garment hem
Maybe I could be healed
And you can take this pain
So I can fly away one day

Looking out my space ship I see the old me
Gritting his teeth
Counting to three
Wanting to scream
Walking out the church
Saying cuss words
Cussing them to their worth
Looks me in the face
So evil but the look is just blank
All the scars from the war you can trace
I ask what
He looks me in the face
And says you don't deserve grace

God I've heard nothing
Please say something
Please, King of Jews
I have a need of you
I praise you
I know I haven't
I praise you
Cause life is cracking
I need to do that in bad and the good times
When you took the cross yeah you took mine
My pain and bled my name
Maybe it's me that's quiet
Yeah it's me that's silent please fix me right
There's dust on top of your word
So apparently I put you lower than the dirt
What's wrong with me
I'd rather do what I hate
Then spend time with the king
Always thought that I had to go up
But I found you'll stoop low enough
I know I'm saved well
But I'm still scared of hell where am I at

Where am I at oh-oh
Where-where
Where am I at
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Where am I at
I can't see cause my heart's so black
Where am I at
So you call it your home
I don't see how you see it on your own