Outcxst - Suicide Note Intro Lyrics

There was a time in my life I was in a dark place in my life
Um, I felt like no one loved me
I felt like I was bad for everyone I-I just made their life horrible
Um, I-I felt like I was alone
Uh, because ya know my-I I been alone for so long
Um, but one night I wrote this suicide note
I was gonna- I was going to take my own life that night
But, um, I wrote this note and here's what it said
"Dear friends and family, I'm not doing this for me I'm doing this for you
I'm a wretch in your life, and there's no point in me being here
Children love your parents, parents love your children
I just want to be normal
I just want to be myself and everybody care for me"
I felt like all my friends, you know, were held down by me
(Not in a good type of hold you down)
You know, I just want to tell you, if you're to the point of suicide call me, call me
My number is (336) 830-5685 and I'm here
You can blow my line up I do not care
But, you know, I love you
I love you
Ya know, I'm here for you
I-I If no one else loves you I DO
Cause I care
I know what it's like to feel depressed
To feel oppressed, to feel obsessed about something, I'm here for you
I care. If no one else does, you know what screw them, you know, I'm here
But most of all, God is here
You know if you're not saved
Know I'm not trying to push religion on you or-or relationship
Cause that's all Christ wants is relationship
He don't want religion
He don't need your time, he don't need your money
He don't need you to dress up nice for him
He needs you. So I just want to tell you if you're in dark place in your life call me
Cause I love you if no one else does
I'm here
Phew, that was hard that was hard