Owen Tester - 22 Lyrics

I was twenty-one
Now I'm going twenty-two
I haven't done a single thing that I wanted to
How'd a year go by so fast
So fast
How'd a year go by like that
Everyone wants to grow up
Till they wanna stop
Til' it gets too real
Until they have to work a job
Anti-social pessimist
I can't stand going out
Too busy worrying about all the things that could go wrong
But
I could've done this shit a long time ago
Lack of confidence, I guess it put it all on hold
Mass anxiety kept saying that it wasn't good
Says I'm not enough
And I should give it up
Too many voices now
And they're getting loud
Dunno what I'm doing
Shit, I need to find my sound
Should I ask for help?
Should I ask for a hand?
They asking why I'm miserable, but no one understands
They ask me what I wanna do for it
Sit alone and get high
That's how I deal with it
Why would I want to celebrate a day?
When all the lost ones that I've lost ain't here for it
How's that time already came again?
Eighteen
That's the last birthday you was here
Why'd you take my best friend
Should've taken me instead
Didn't get to grow up
Didn't get to be a man
It's so sad
How much that you've missed
It's so sad
That you're not here for this
So hard to forget all the shit we did
Why did no one tell me how tough life was gonna get
I was twenty-one
Now I'm going twenty-two
I haven't done a single thing that I wanted to
How'd a year go by so fast
So fast
How'd a year go by like that
Everyone wants to grow up
Till they wanna stop
Til' it gets too real
Until they have to work a job
Anti-social pessimist
I can't stand going out
Too busy worrying about all the things that could go wrong
But