Owl Gang - Cold Lyrics

I'm just here to give it my all
But these old wounds open my flaws
Disgust and distraught at what I saw
I might be my own downfall

I don't know what you been told
I'm not as nice as you know (Not as nice as you know)
Gotta keep my heart on froze
So I can weather the cold (Weather the cold)

Yeah, I got a big heart and a bigger temper
Veins filled with ice, I was born on December
17th-93, the date to remember
The product of an angel having a sex with a sinner
Cursed bloodline, though I'm not a Mishima
Kazuya storyline, but I don't keep a Nina
Blade on my side, you would think I'm Yoshimitsu
Rage in my eyes, I won't hesitate to stick you

I don't know what you been told
I'm not as nice as you know (Not as nice as you know)
Gotta keep my heart on froze
So I can weather the cold (Weather the cold)

Peeling at my skin, I'm disgusted with this feelin
After all these years nothing's changed with how I'm dealin
Maybe asking you would give me peace and major healin
How could you walk out and not be there for yo own children?
Awards and graduations, your face would never show
Don't feed the situation with the lies you've always told
Don't even need to answer, we know just how you are
Wouldn't let you in our lives just to add another scar

I don't know what you been told
I'm not as nice as you know (Not as nice as you know)
Gotta keep my heart on froze
So I can weather the cold (Weather the cold)

I hold grudges in my life and it causes me stress
I don't need no one's judgement, I can see that I'm blessed
My life is all flawed but I'm trying my best
I lost a homie last year and I can easily be next
Give your all, don't give up is what I have to remember
Have to be that guiding light for my brother and sister
Won't be like my father, that's my number one vow
I'm dealing with these old wounds, tryna make my mother proud

I don't know what you been told
I'm not as nice as you know
Gotta keep my heart on froze
So I can weather the cold