OXJAW - My Defeat Lyrics

I dream
I've never made it to the end
Does that mean
I'm always escaping death
Who knows
What horrors that we face my friend
Good men
Often hide the lies inside
It seems
The downside to all of this
My final wish
Is to see if I really exist.
To see the meaning of all of this
To scratch me off of your f*cking list

Behind every truth
Is a lie
Behind every lie is the truth
Behind every truth
Is a lie
I can't hide the lies that live deep inside my mind

I try
To see if from your view
But it seems
It's definitely askew
Broken promises
Glued at the seems by greed
It appears to me
You really never had a dream
A twisted plot
That leads to my defeat
My final wish
To see if I really exist
To finally see that I am more than shit
To scratch you off of my f*cking list