Pablo Alejandro - COPE Lyrics

Going insane,
The thoughts inside my head

Wake up and you're not even there, might get
Slower while I'm gasping for air, fight it
How I wish you could've stayed
Trynna scrape it all away,

Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and
Since You've been gone
Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know
Since You've been gone
I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow
I'm trying to cope
But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam
It's been too long; Can I find my way home?
I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused

And now I'm slowly seeking the meaning of all the pain I felt
I hope the tweaking, misleading, the cards were never dealt
Dealer can't control her, now its over, shit keeps getting cold, October
Falling out in danger like the leafs today, we see each other
Now I see a stranger, I can't look away, so, do I still love her?

Your memory still hunts me when I lie awake and
Since You've been gone
Is hard for me to gain control, and lately pain is all I know
Since You've been gone
I don't feel like myself no more, so lost my cup will overflow
I'm trying to cope
But then I get lost, in a dark place I roam
It's been too long; Can I find my way home?
I told you I'd pay the cost of all the damage I caused