Going the best that i can do,
But the doubt keeps pulling back.
I said I was free to feel desire,
But obnoxious is to lie.
How long will it be,
By my own, sorry is said no.
It's hard to understand,
But it's what's right.
Though it's hard to strive.
Trying everyday,
Failing anyway.
I just want to get you back again!
In the haze the lights fade in become the night.
My deception mild became all by your eyes.
Teardrops fell regretting life,
Diving freely till they die.
Trying to kill to dim the spark.
Love in motion makes it hard.
Doing the best that i can do,
To forget how it began.
Recovering what's left from the fire,
But it's worthless to even try.
It's digging in me, way down deep.
Looking for the core.
It's going to reach my inner soul.
Taking all control.
Trying once again,
Failing everyday,
It's hard to tell if this is how i end.
In the haze the lights fade in become the night.
My deception mild became all by your eyes.
Teardrops fell regretting life,
Diving freely till they die.
Trying to kill to dim the spark,
Love in motion makes it hard.
Who can cease the pain,
That you had begun.
It's ashing my life through.
You have taken my faith,
Feel the words have run dry.
Their meaning left with you.
In the haze the lights fade in become the night.
My deception mild became all by your eyes.
Teardrops fell regretting life,
Diving freely till they die.
Trying to kill to dim the spark,
Love in motion makes it hard.