The blue in your eyes is an island I can swim to
When I'm drowning
The nuances rising
The drugs are subsiding
I'm lost in your hair
And every night I'm with you
There's a moment we choose
To give in to our lust and claim it
The alarm we sleep through
And when I'm late I blame you
And you show me that you're still in bed
The pictures on this phone hold the memories
And I won't delete them, yet
I wish that I'd cried when you told me I was broken
We were broken
I held back an ocean
My silent devotion
To my father's pride
'Cause when I lied and you knew
I was shattered into
Something endlessly, hopelessly black
Though I try to break through
I never learned how to lose
What's my therapy waiting list at?
The pictures on this phone hold the memories
But I won't delete them, yet
Sometimes I caught you snoring
And all your friends are boring
You wore way too much makeup
I think I lost this breakup
The blue in your eyes is an island I still cling to
'Cause I'm drowning
The nuances rising
The drugs are subsiding
I'm lost in your hair
And every night I'm with you
There's a moment we choose
To give in to our lust and claim it
The alarm I sleep through
Because I'm dreaming of you
Then I wake up alone in our bed
The pictures on this phone hold the memories
And I won't delete them, yet