Bulletproof Video (MV)

I said i struggle with my demons each and every day
It heard to ever see the light when you d9int see the day
Acustom to thatt old thought u dont see a way
Sharks lurking in the ocean try to steal your wave
Educated black so they devastated
I got niggas that know me wish
I never make it
She was true to a nigga always by my side
Then tthe tide got heavy she took a dive
Never tell a soul your dreams thats what i was told
I never overstood that logic now im getting old
Stood tall never got stage fright
Dont fear death man
Seen too many grave sites
He was young with a vision
Now he just a name
Another blacvk soul lost
Down memorylane
Another casulty of war
Charge it to the game
Rip abbervation
And the homies name
Had dreams of being somthing
Hardly remembered
What i do for chance be a contender
Remeber everthingh was butter
Now its looking like splenda
Remember when we wore alike
Now we so different
Try to look into your eyes
But your soul different
And then she looked into my eyes
Like my soul missing
10000 miles away running like we so distance
Got me feeling i could see your ghost drifting
This anint a diss song
Na just respect that
Lost my self in the process had to get back
Hard times build a better man
Some niggas crack and crumbel
Them niggas left and ran
All the smiles that was giving
Was it just a mirage
You act different with me
Was it just a phasode
And so i argue witth myself
Im the one for the blame
And so i argue with myself
Im the one for the pain
So much excuses giving
I anint deserve that
They quick to play the victim you got to learn
That
Wanted respect from the rip
You anint deserve that
Wanted the kids from my sack
But you anint earned that
You probably think im going off
But you fired the shoot
You anint apperciate the love
You could go with that guy
Dont give a f*ck how you feel
Hope you dieing inside
Want you to feel how i felt
I was dieing inside
Celebrate my day
Have a ccouple cheers
I dont hold grudges
Wasnt suppose to be here
Unh
I gave you energy and love
And you handed me death
Thats word to everthingh i love
You was right at the top
I wasnt suippose to be here