Cold Blue Morning Video (MV)

It's been five years
Struggling with fear
Coming out of the darkness now
The images are flashing
The world around me crashes
I feel the cold and all is gone
And it, hurts to remember
And lord knows I've tried
I'm not, I'm not so angry anymore
But I just miss
The good times that we surely had
I'm not, I'm just thankful for all that I have now
This cold blue morning
The silence of the snow
I can't remember, what I don't recall
And if by missing you I
Was only lost forgetting
To unlock the doors inside my head
And I feel so cheated
Cuz I never heard your cries
I'm not, I'm not so angry anymore
But I just miss
The good times that we surely had
I'm not, I'm just thankful for all that I have now
The nightmares, the nightmares
Consuming me like waves over the bow of a sinking ship
Before I slip
Catch me now
Save me now
Cuz lord knows you've tried
I'm not, I'm not so angry anymore
But I still miss
The good times that we surely had
I'm not, I'm just thankful for all that I have now
It's been five years
Living with these fears
Just coming out of the darkness now