paidhotspot - waves. Lyrics

You know... today was supposed to be another ordinary day at the beach, it was to everyone else but today... something was different... it was uhh... odd
I couldn't stop thinking, it's like I was looking in a mirror

I sit around having thoughts of something more, yeah
The waves crashing at the shore it's pretty thought provoking
As the sun starts to set, and the moon rises
I can't ignore, it's coming back with whispers and surprises

Yeah, I don't know what the f*ck is going on now
Frustrated, exhausted, I just can't take it now
I feel the world crumbles underneath my feet now
Scared of the future cuz the present seems so bleak now

That's funny, cuz the way I feel is kinda odd
Everybody says "hey that guy is kinda odd,
Be careful around him just look at his face"
Just an ordinary guy with too bad of a case

It's sick, it's twisted
It's blinded vision
It's a fake reality born of pain and wrong
A terrible place where everything is wrong
I just wanna get away, take me with the f*cking waves

Take me with the waves, baby
Take me with the waves
Take me somewhere far away
Somewhere I can be okay
Take me with the waves, baby
Take me with the waves
Take me somewhere far away
Somewhere I can be okay


The salty air, the sand, the sky, it's got me thinking lately
Got me in some details, but do it kinda vaguely
I close my eyes, thinking I should let it all go
Sometimes I say "maybe I should let it all go"

Still, I keep my head high to the sky
But with such a f*cking burden, I might just die
"I'll get better" "I'll heal" it's just another f*cking lie
But if I keep it up, then maybe i can get by

It's not funny anymore, not even ironic
I lie to myself, and you could say this shit is chronic
So much to bear that I can't even think to bear it all
I can't get out of here, catch me or I'm gonna fall

I wish that I could go with the waves, find a new direction
I think with time I might've lost my sense of direction
It's not all the time I'm left like this
But the times I do, I still get lost in my thoughts, yeah

I still get lost at night
Lost in my dreaming time
Memories back from fine
Back to get all my time
I still get lost when trying
Memory back from time
All my thoughts on at night
All my life's on the line