Paintbrush Mickey - Reflection/Intervention Lyrics

I just poured out bout a half a bottle of liquor for you. Hey hey
I just gagged myself threw up bout 4,5,6 pills for you. Hey hey
Sniffed some blow and blew it right back in a tissue for you. Hey hey
Cuz I been thinkin lately I should do something different for you. Hey hey

Cuz every time I think about it, think about it woooooaaah
Every birthday, every holiday I'm f*ckin throwed
Every time I think about it, think about it wooooaaah
Gotta ask myself if I'm even thinkin at all

Tired of never bein the man they say I'll never be
So I'm sippin Gatorade instead of hennasey
Know they only wanna see me layin on the ground
Mama never thought her baby bird would spread his wings
Always wondered why the never wanna let me be
Freestyle circle, never wanna lemme sing
Know u prolly like it better when I shut my mouth
Til u kill me, u ain't never gon get rid of me

And every time I think about the very least I wanna do for you is take over the planet
I wonder how the hell im gonna do it if I have a seizure cuz I'm comin down off of the Xanax
Makes me wonder if I'll ever make it outta wonderland, ohhh if only I could manage
Cuz if I leave my legacy all by her lonely, she only gon grow up to be the Queen of The Damned. Yeah

I just poured out bout a half a bottle of liquor for you. Hey hey
I just gagged myself, threw up bout 4, 5, 6 pills for you. Hey hey
Cuz I been thinkin lately I should do something different for you. Hey hey
Cuz even when we're together I feel so distant from you. Hey hey