Palanana - IDK Lyrics

Showed up in my life one day
Peak fertility on display
And every time that I pulled away
You pushed yourself right back in
And I didn't notice
I cut my hair for you
Did all the things that you wanted me to
But when you left for another girl
There was no one to blame but myself
And that sucked

I feel defined, I feel composed
I could live beyond the boundaries enforced by my clothes
But I won't cause now i feel defined, I feel alone
Now I feel aware, oh no!

Let's say I'm a hipster or the ghost of Christmas future
And in my prophecy you see this holiday's happily spent with me
Would you be freaked or happy just to hear
That you were happy being happy being happy being happy?
Let's say I'm avant grade, yeaheah or a rockstar
Well, I rock about as hard as your high school color guard
When i'm cheating on my husband, I fantasize it's him
On the evening in which we conceived little Jim

I feel defined, I feel composed
I could live beyond the boundaries enforced by my clothes
But I won't cause now i feel defined, I feel alone
Now I feel aware, now I'm feeling dumb, oh no!