Pale Outlook - This Is Not an Exit Lyrics

I've been here for so long
It's sad to know I'm done
Now tell me why do I feel
That nothing 'bout this is real
Why are you lying to me?

Don't say a word
I really don't care
Already lost to apathy

How many times
Did I miss my chance
Is it too late to try again?

Wasting my days
Wasting my nights
Losing my life
One morning at a time

Too tired to fight
Don't think I will change
They say I've come too far
To throw this away

Oh boy
What's the deal?
I can see it in your eyes
Why so pessimistic all the time?
Just have some faith and you'll be fine!

Yeah right

I've been here for so long
It's sad to know I'm done
Now tell me why do I feel
That nothing 'bout this is real
Why are you lying to me?

I've been here for so long
It's sad to know I'm done
Now tell me why do I feel
That nothing 'bout this is real
Why are you lying to me?

This is not an exit

There was something I wanted to do
But I already forgot
I'm not sure
If I'm gonna get away with it this time

Breathe
Keep breathing
Breathe
Keep breathing