I'm ready to throw it all away
Benumbed and cripple
I lay and watch my life pass me by
The gnawing fear, the choking guilt
The lustful fiend, I'm mortified
They hypnotize me
An endless spiral shaping
Staggering, I fall
Through the cracks
A soundless plummet
Circling anxiety
Getting lost inside my head
A thousand days break
The tangled chains that bind a man with desire
All that I loved and cared for
Fade away in time