paloé - creation (feat. MadDave) Lyrics

Will I keep myself from reaching my potential? It's hard to know
Depends on the shit I put up or let down
Freddy walked across the street, he did a POV
About the f*cked up life he lived so he could Have some people see
They never saw
Cause they thought he was weird
He comes passing me, he says "wassup" I say "Hello
Conversation flows
The next thing you know, I'm trying not to Think that he's a creep
Then he talks about his situations more deeply To me
Then I feel bad for assuming otherwise
But he's not wise, he can't keep a job
He lost all his family to familicide
Then I tell him that "I'm sorry for your loss
And I try not to ask why to be respectful
Then it ended there, he walked up to another Woman having the same conversation he had With me
Why the f*ck is that?
Is that coincidence?
I try to ignore it, but it bugs me all day
With dysphoria because he thought I was Something else incorrectly like I did with him
Now we're so even
Except it tears me up everyday since I was Born
I talk about it more
Then I drive people away
Because they don't want to hear too much Negativity
I hate my f*cking body
I hate my f*cking voice
This will hide all my blades in a f*cking void
That I blame to put myself in
It's a huge covenant
Then I choose to walk home, sit, and turn on The tv
I see the guy I talked to earlier arrested on the News
And I think "I literally dodged a bullet out the Blue
You never know who you're talking to
Heart over speeds
I don't wanna see the reality that chose me
Ending soon
Hoping that happens to freddy too uh
Not claiming as this world anymore
Until I find a better one
Nothing will be done
Even if I step in uh
I protect the journey in the progress like a Tetanus shot
I'm still alive
That's a typo
The font's broken so I'm psycho, and counting Real slow
To the moment I wake up again
Until then I descend, it's part of the plan
Meanwhile I face the f*cks I give and care Before the end
I live with the fact that I'm told that I'm doing This for attention

So until you believe that death is a punishment For being yourself, shut the f*ck up when you Say I'm selfish
When you say I'm selfish
God, f*ck