She wrote it on the window of the rental car
We can drive around but cannot go to far
I didnt think nothing of it
Fell hard like kamikaze
Hit hard hard like Mohamed ali
Wondering why like bazzi
Its like no one wants me
I'm just no good for nothing
I'm tired of all the bluffin'
Might overdose on something
Oh we went way too far
We went way too far for me too reach
Had these thoughts while at the beach
Bigger things in which I seek
Spare a heart for her to keep
But it wasn't what it seemed
She pushed me off a cliff so steep
Only happy in my dreams
Momma told me boy don't weep
Your worth more than what she thinks
Yeah
Backseat of the car where it all had began
Did not have a plan
Just spend as much time as I can
Feet in the sand
Love in the palm of another one's hand
Used to think I was the man
She was my Jane
And I was Tarzan
But love turned to pain
And now She don't know who I am
She don't like my pics on the gram
She left me alone and did not give a damn
Now she got no concern
No concern on her face
She let let the candle burn
She let the candle burn away
Not a lesson learned
Not a lesson learned from faith
But you got it tatted on you
Down below your heart
And thats why everything that you have faith in always falls apart
Now
Dont get me wrong
I love you
Yeah you my everything
I'd never put nothing above you
Yeah you my whole entire world but you won't let me show you
Yeah
I was sober like I'm Glover
I was desperate for a lover
I Had no time to recover
Yeah I had no time to recover
From all that other shit
That under cover shit
That kind of love that makes you want to slit your f*ckin' wrists
True love, wonder if that shit exists
Feel like choker when i bliss
Feel like Simmons when I miss
And feel like Ty Cobb When I hit
Now I will admit it
Like tickets
I get it
I get that you driven
I get that you living
I guess you are winning
I guess I don't fit in
I'm feeling like Truman
I don't think I'm human
Don't know what They doin'
The bullshit they brewin'
Is so f*ckin stupid
Like Juice WRLD I'm lucid
But can't help the fact
That I'm already loosin