Feeling real tired as of lately
Cold damaged skin and my hands are real shaky
(Pre) 'tending that their unfiltered opinions don't phase me
(Don't phase me, no)
Tryna' find direction and I don't know where to go
But for once in this life I think I'm gonna take it slow
They're telling me I'm wrong as if I don't really know
Yeah, I really know
And I will always be the problem
These issues, no I can't solve them
This super anxious blood is just rushing through my veins
And I now and in the future will be the one to blame
Had an empty f*cking conscience now I'm filling it with shame
And the years keep on changing but I always feel the same
And I feel like I'm falling
And I keep on stalling
No, I just can't find my calling, no
(My calling, my calling, no)
I think I'm losing sight of all the things I f*cking want
And I wish that I could just make it work out for once
Oh no
Oh no
I want a story full of life, not shame, not sin
So I'm trying to rebuild so I can make it right again
And I know that it's not easy but I'll follow all the trends
Tryna' make these amends
Tryna' be a better man
And I feel that it's the right time
And I'll take control of my life
And I'll feel good again
(Woah, again)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(These issues, yeah, I can't solve 'em)