I need to bleed out to my friends
I need to keep up, make amends
Sleeping on the floor for days on end
Building up a fort trying to pretend
I need gouge out my heart
I need to get up in the morning
Getting anxious over shopping trips
Counting the meals we've got left in the fridge
I just want you to get better
I just want everyone to get better
I just want my shitty life back
I just want my shitty life back
I've got a hole in my jeans
I've been wearing the same f*cking things
For days on end now
Trying to wash them on rotation now
My work inbox is empty
I've got no one calling me
I just want my shitty life back
I just want my shitty life back
I just want my shitty life back
I just want my shitty life back