As I lay here in the ashes of your memories
I wonder. Does it hurt you like the way it hurts me?
I don't think I can forgive and I can't forget
All the love I had for you now has turned to hate
I maybe strong I may not show it but my heart does scream
From the pain you put me through no one else can feel
So stay away from me
I never want to see you again
Don't say. Don't say you want me
So you can hurt me and bring me to my knees
I never thought you were the one that I deserved but you were like they said
I've been drowning in the dark
For far too long
Let me be. I have learned to swim all alone
These scars can never heal they're far too deep
Let me be. I can stand this pain on my own
Forget the past
Forget the pain
Forget the promise you made to me
But I can never trust with the death of hope I can never love again
I've had enough
Don't wanna feel this pain
I know I'll never be the same
Even though the hate my heart still aches
Cause maybe I'd take you in again
As I lay here in the ashes of your memories
I realise we're just puppets to the ones we can't have