The Paris Buns - Sphallolalia Lyrics

As I talk I watch your brain cells die
As you organize my facts in your mind
These shallow devilish tricks I play
Confuddle everything I say

I can't deny you find me strange
I find no reason nor rhyme to change
I won't take it under review
I won't become someone new

I have played the fool before to fool myself
Taking on a fresh identity my body rejected
Cold sweats and convulsions, I was hanging on
Til I moved on to who I am

I feel you burning out like a star
Your head exploding way out far
But I feel such a sense of calm
I know my head, my hands, and arms

And if you can't give me the time
I know I've got a long lifeline
I'll slide on down into its end
No I won't change, but there, I'll mend

I have played the fool before to fool myself
Taking on a fresh identity my body rejected
Cold sweats and convulsions, I was hanging on
Til I moved on to who I am