Paris Digital - P.T.S.D. Lyrics

Ain nobody perfect, I got problems
I tend to lash out if I don't solve em
I tend to overthink if you don't call me
Start to wonder who the f*ck you moved on with
I'm alone and talking to my conscience
Contemplate adding you to the block list
No point cuz I love you regardless
I just want to show you that I'm heartless
(I'm sorry)
You stuck with the damage from the last man
Finding pieces of my heart in the trash can
Still healing after my head got bashed in
In my sleep I swing on you by accident
Sorry if flinch when you touch me
If I get defensive over nothing
Or if I think you lying over dumb shit
Look in the mirror and don't know why you want me

Cuz I don't love myself to be honest
Its hard to change but I'm trying
Just pray And proceed with caution
I just want your love to be honest
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah
Cuz I don't love myself to be honest
Its hard to change but I'm trying
Just pray And proceed with caution
I just want your love to be honest
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah

Romance is hopeless
I've been too broken
Too tight to open
But some how you broke in
I hope you don't see it
Hope you don't notice
(I hope you don't notice)
I hope you don't notice
All these bruises from the tries
My body still shakes from the lies
Turn away don't watch me cry
You got me
But I'm alone on the inside
(I'm sorry)
You say you love me
You say I'm worth it
I feel like you're lying
Because I'm worthless
I know I push you away
But it's not on purpose
Never been the type to make em work for it
I just gave it up And threw it back
Hope you over look Everything that I lack
Feel like I'm haunted by my past
Can't hold hands
My wrist still hurts from my ex

Cuz I don't love myself to be honest
Its hard to change but I'm trying
Just pray And proceed with caution
I just want your love to be honest
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah Cuz I don't love myself to be honest
Its hard to change but I'm trying
Just pray And proceed with caution
I just want your love to be honest
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah
I ain got much left of me to give
It is what it is
Yeah