What if I
Could start over
Again
What if I
Could do better
Than I did
I've been waiting
For a sign that says
That I haven't wasted my time
I've been crawling
Over eggshells
Begging myself for a line
It's good you found me when you did
I've been feeling I'd be
Better off dead
What if I
Could have seen
Through the mist
What if I
Saw the things
That I missed
What if I
Felt the love of those I loved
Would I still be where I am now
What if I
Felt the hands holding me up
The ground is gone
I'm feeling weightless
I know it's wrong
I know I made this
Cage of string that's
Pulling me down
Days have come
I know my fate is
Coming fast
I know I made this
Choice a long time ago now
It's good you found me when you did
I've been feeling I'd be
Better off dead
It's good you saved me when you did
I've been feeling I'd be
Better off
Dead
What if I
Could start over
Again
What if I
Had my life
In my hands
I've been waiting
For a sign that says
That I haven't wasted my time
I think I found it
On the bottom
For a purpose I survived
It's good you found me when you did
I've been feeling I'd be
Better off dead
It's good you save me
That I live
I've a feeling I'm not
Better off
Dead