Parker Arthurs - I Changed Lyrics

Hey, I was just calling to say that it had nothing to do with you
You didn't change
It was me
I changed

I could no longer be there for you
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to fall out of love with you
Because I truly did love you

I still do
But not in the same way
Not in the way that would make it fair for me to stay
I'm sorry things couldn't stay the same

But anyway, I was just calling to say that I hope you're okay
Yeah, I told you about a thousand times that I changed
I'm sorry that I f*ck up everything
That I f*ck up everything

You're the one who rots my brain
Makes me go insane
Yeah, you told me that I changed
I'm sorry that you listen to your lying ass friends

Everyone just trying to make amends
Just trying to make amends
Everyone telling me they miss the old PK
They miss them old days

I ain't going back to them days
Cause you see, I remember building everything up with my brother
I go harder and harder over for my mom
And everyone looking at me like we're building bricks on a wall

Did it all
No, I'm staying away from them
So, yeah, I did it all
Sorry that you chose to listen to your lying ass friends

I told you I wouldn't go back again
Now I went back again
You told me everything would've been alright
If I just try to make it right

Then I try to make it right
You took a left
Guess that's where I was left
You left me left for dead

Now everyone looking while I'm getting more head
Yeah, f*ck it
I chose to run up my bag
Instead of feeling bad for myself

Everyone told me this wouldn't fix my health
That's what fixed my health
But it's really what fixed my wealth
So I chose to put my emotions on a shelf

Did it all
No, I couldn't go hard
Just had to change you
Made me change you

You rock my brain
You made me go insane
So I tell you that I changed
Yeah, I changed

For the better, not for the worse
Everyone looking at me
Only way I'm gonna change again
Is if I'm in a hearse

I'm still the old me
Even if you don't see it
Everyone looking at me
I still bleed red

I still do all this shit to end up dead
Everyone looking at me
I'm still getting everyone fed
Yeah, still getting everyone fed

People that sit at my table with me
All getting bread
All getting bread
Now we getting up

Yeah, we ain't never letting it stop
No, doing it all
Cause we know we can never fall
Yeah, we all getting money and hat

Everyone looking at me
I'm gonna go up ahead
And everyone looking at me
I admit, I wish I was better off dead

But, everyone tell me I was better off dead
But, I said f*ck it instead
Yeah, cause you told me that I changed
Sorry that you listen to your friends

Now you tryna make amends
When you see me winning out here
Everyone looking
I didn't swerve

I didn't see it there
Everyone looking
My road is still clear
Everyone doing this shit while I'm drinking

Never clear
Straight from my bottle
Everyone seeing me going harder
I remember being back in them days

When I was making minimum wage
F*ck it, I ain't never made minimum wage
I ain't never made minimum wage
I remember sitting by stills

With the brothers that always ride for me
And the motherf*ckers that would always die for me
I remember them barnyard parties
No one really went to

Everyone always saw me there
Now they had to go too
Now we do it all
Like I wasn't f*cking with you

Like I wasn't f*cking with you
Like I wasn't f*cking with you