Parker Sorensen - So Why Lyrics

I'm on the floor again crying and asking why again
All alone in my room nothing to do
I'm just really confused right now
A knife in my hand and the other a picture of you
I can't do that to you I said
So I tried to see far ahead but there wasn't anything to fix what's in my head
Nothing but pain and all the dread so why

So why do I cry this hard and why do I just lay in the dark
And why do I always feel so lost or not enough for you or anyone
Why I'm I so far gone, what did I ever do wrong
So why are there so Many sleepless nights and nothing but pain and weakness in my life

I'm not going to stay for me but for you I'll never ever leave
I don't want to breath but I'll breath if need me too
I'm just so empty, but I'll stay for you and I'll try my best to put on a smile
And not be popin em pills for you
Don't worry about me I'll be happy soon
No need for the noose

So why do I cry this hard and why do I just lay in the dark
And why do I always feel so lost or not enough for you or anyone
Why I'm I so far gone

Why do I only feel despair, the pain and the fear
Why can't I love myself as much as I love you
So I go to the basics give it one last try
Got more help and the less I cried, got out of the dark
Stepped into the light and started thinking right

Soo why did it take soo long
And why did I feel so numb
Sorry it took so long to see the happier me but now I'm not going to leave