Participation Trophy - Not an Apology, but an Explanation Lyrics

My head is filled with poor expressions of good intentions so that's all that anyone can see
The worst parts of me
I tend to combat minor tensions with aggression and bring all the blame down on me
And that's just shit I don't need

And I am waiting for the day that I can say what I mean without causing a scene
But for now I am working, learning, and trying to grow

I'm not the best at self-expression without mentioning all of the things that I hate
I always catch it too late
Due to failings and rejections self-oppression is the only way I can live
I won't let you in
I can't let you in

And I am waiting for the day that I can say what I mean without causing a scene
But for now I am working, learning, and trying to grow
Perhaps you'll take the chance and reciprocate some of my advances
And maybe on that day I won't feel so alone

And I am waiting for the day that I can say what I mean without causing a scene
But for now I am working, learning, and trying to grow
Perhaps you'll take the chance and reciprocate some of my advances
And maybe on that day I won't feel so alone